Every day it hurts a little bit, and I am just being honest.
You are making such amazing progress in life...
and I don't want to lose focus on that fact!
You are Maggie... God's wonderful creation!
You have a purpose for His Kingdom.
I know you are wonderfully and fearfully made.
But it's the day to day life that can be hard... and that's what still hurts.
Your Kindergarten report card shows "N's" all over the place. Even though YOU have made wonderful and even amazing progress, you still have the "N's" in your life.
You "N"eed improvement to be typical.
But you aren't typical.
You are behind.
Even though you've made such wonderful progress
you are still very far behind typical.
I type this through tears of feeling tired and uncertain.
I know that you are amazing!
Your life was known even before you took your first breath
and you bless others, just by being you!
I love you, Maggie... more than I can even understand.
There is no question about that.
But walking this journey in life as your mother
is a lonely process... no one really understands,
and that's the part that still hurts.
